woof. alright this is a pretty depressing one. not all of these songs are totally what i feel 100% but it's kinda close. I feel like I have no friends so maybe I'm putting this unhealthy obbsession on you cuz you were just in the wrong place at the wrong time. Sometimes I feel like I have to ignore you cus you clearly have better things to do than talk to me. when you mentioned that you wanna find a boyfriend this summer i wanted to blow up. I wanna be your boyfriend so bad that I went to all of this effort and I still can't even really say it. It had to come out in a flurry of typing so i didnt get cold feet and decided to not write it. Like I said earlier, I wanna move in with you but I feel like I have a pretty good sense of what a relationship will be like for other people but when it comes to me I have no idea. I wish (dont even try to count how many times i say that lmao) we were perfect for eachother but i cant confidently say that