woof. alright this is a pretty depressing one. not all of these song are totally what i feel 100% but its kinda close. i feel like I have no friends so maybe im putting this unhealthy obbsession on you cus you were just in the wrong place at the wrong time. sometimes i feel like i have to ignore you cus you clearly have better things to do then talk to me. when you mentioned that you wanna find a boyfriend this summer i wanted to blow up. I wanna be your boyfriend so bad that i went to all of this effert and i still cant even really say it. It had to come out in a flurry of typing so i didnt get cold feet and decide to not write it. like i said earlier i wanna move in with you but i feel like i have a pretty good sense of what a relasonship will come out for other people but when it comes to me i have no idea. I wish (dont even try to count how many times i say that lmao) we were perfect for eachother but i cant confidently say that