I love betu so much. Some of his music really hits these 3 am moods I get into. He does make some more upbeat music but this depressing shit stuff is soooo good.

It's times like this that make me wish I could remember more about things. I'm not sure how you feel about ska but betu does some ska stuff and other covers of songs. I wish I could know more about you. Despite you being the person I know for the longest I don't think I know a lot about you. I had to guess what your eye color was for goodness sake. like what?? ugh i wish (there it is again) i wasnt so bad about this. I'm writing this the night I asked you to mold your dick and I feel so gross about that. I'm sorry. You told me before that you were not really comfortable and after a while I was hoping you changed your mind. I do that sometimes and I feel like I push things too much. I want to be so horny with you and do stuff but the distance really be cock blocking us haha.

I gotta get you out here soon